haix..i realise tat my feelings towards u still haven fade..wat shld i do?the present is still wib mi..when can i gif? haix..this few days many things hapen..no body was with mi when i was down..don really no which is my real frens..SAI GUAN don even no whether wat u are up to?izzit really so fun to critizise ppl?den wat is i call u a dog infront and behind u?maybe i did it..but not as overboard as u..u onli thinks tat those paikia very zai so u k siao mix around wib them and then turn and stabb mi..i onli don want to do thing to u, not i don dare..not tat i scared U! see carefully! i will not let u to be the boss in the sai guan.. the onli boss to Tenwei is lye and chow onli..onli them are the bosses.. i always hel u do things but i am not scared u so i did it..i juz did for the sake of frenship! i don want to have a disagreement in our sai guan..many things u have done i did not tell lye..i didnt shoot at u and nver even pointed at u.. but y u always shoot at mi? u really want mi to start the fighting and then someone will leave the troup? somtimes i really don no the past 9 yrs of our frenship will last smoothly a not? somtimes i even think tat, if i really got problem outside will u come down or find mi many excuse? it seems tat our long frenship is all nth..its juz a 9 yrs.. when i want to shu ku, i no u are there sumtimes..but u don even want to listen all u say is NI HEN FAN LEI.. but think back when the time u had brk up with stead..hu is the one hu can listen to u shu ku till late nite? juz want to tell u some of my FAN NAO and u keep complaining... SCHOOL.. do u really mean this 1 word BROTHER? izzit keep tempting mi to smoke is brother? izzit asking brother to sniff glue is brother? izzit beating brother is brother? seriously i really don no whether this wordd from ur mouth really meant it? so wat if u can call many ppl down?! so wat?! wat it porves? u got problem i help u clear the misunderstanding... but after i clear 1 u create another? and after i clear all, did u appreaciate?
